There are some people in your life you always know they are important in your life but you are never able to tell them properly that they do mean a lot.
Friends, you seldom make friends in your life, there are lucky ones who are able to do so. But the luckiest ones are the people who are able to make good, true friends. Friends you always know will be there for you, you know will make you laugh and smile, will support you and understand you.
I'm really .. or perhaps maybe, am not good at telling people how important they are in my life.
There is this special friend. In the very beginning we never talked much. I remember the first display picture If I can remember correctly, were bricks and she standing in red dress. I could really tell the ' shararti-ness ' dripping from your face.
We talked, off and on. Rarely, barely. But it always made me happy, and trust me I am not the most happiest person in this world. Pretending happy is one of the things I am really good at doing.
I don't really know if I should share this with you, or even anyone but just so you know. You are one of the most important people in my life, whenever I am sad, whenever I am down, I know I can talk to you and you will be there.
There were times when I thought I had lost you, and trust me those were a few scary days.
One thing you should know I don't express much because I think if I will, people misunderstand. When I express much people take wrong meaning, when I don't they take the wrong meaning. If I do something with a good heart people take the wrong meaning and all my life all I have wanted is to make people happy because I myself I guess can never be happy so have this ... hesitation that I don't want to ruin anything by saying things I should.
I just hope you understand, things are not easy for me.
To be honest you are an inspiration for me too. When you told me about yourself I was really amazed that how brave a person you are and what you go through and still are able to be happy, I try and follow you.
Just stay happy, I will always be there for you and I know you are always there for me. I don't know what the future holds for me, it kinds looks dark and scary but one thing I am sure of is that I'll always have a special place for you in my heart.
beautiful words ...keep up your writing
ReplyDeleteA lot of us do not tell the most important person in our lives how important they are.. and if we loose that person then only do we realize it, and that is not a happy place to be in.
ReplyDeleteHaving lost a gem of a person due to lack of expression I would just say..
Treasure the people who are important to you, tell them that they are important to you, you never know when it could be too late.